Ugh, I didn't want to really type this up either ;) but while being a little blue that it didn't happen the first time out of the gates, there was also the real possibility that there could have been a multiples pregnancy as well. I found myself wishing that I had stayed that same frugal gal I was all the way up through college. Then I wouldn't be freaking out about how I would afford more than one baby. I also thought about how 40 year old me would think about right now. Would she be saying, "If only I had paid down my debts, I'd be so much better off now." So honestly that's what I've decided to do. Get my consumer debts paid off. This will be a long dry spell, but I think best for my future sanity as well as finances.
No, I'm not waiting to have a set amount of money, I know that there's no perfect time or monies to have a baby--otherwise the population probably would have died out by now. I do feel that it is best decision for me right now (and my future kiddo(s) ). Sorry to have kept you out of the loop, but I really needed to make sure that this is what I needed to do. I also know I look at this blog as if it was not my own and think "Come on woman, just do something--make up your mind!!!" Sorry!!!
So for now it's just another layover on my way to Mommyville, but gosh darn it I will get there sometime ;)